Strength In Numbers

This is not my typical baking related post!

Tonight I can't sleep, I'm struggling with "what comes next."

I guess it was yesterday, though it feels like today, having not slept yet.

I went to Auburn and spent some time with two amazing men in my life.

It was so rewarding in so many ways. 

Two people I really care about got along. And not for me, but just got along.

Jacob is a very special person. And I don't know what will come of our relationship, 

and that is okay. He is so genuine and kind, he has really rebuilt my faith in companionship.

He really encourages me to strive for what I want. He knows the value of this blog.

He knows what I seek, what intend, and he supports it. I have to be grateful for that. 

Good people are everywhere, but finding them can be a challenge. 

And Zach!!!!! Of course he is so great! He has been a reliable friend always. He is so

talented and loving. His wonderful mom, Rose, calls the people we surround ourselves with "our tribe"

our adopted family. I love this! I think it is really true. 

So today was rewarding. And inspiring.

I'm a very lucky lady!

It makes my next step a little easier too.

I want to finish my education soooo much. I am currently going to school. 

I take accelerated courses towards my associates degree.

I really want it! I've been struggling with what I want to do too.

I work at non-profit agencies, and I love it.

I just want to offer it more.

But I also want to be able to pursue my baking dreams.

 I call them baking dreams but there is more too them then just the baking.

So for now. I am blogging my heart out. For all the world to read. 

And taking the steps in preparation for the "what comes next."

<3